Lost

I tried my love
                        so hard to believe
                        ignoring the doubt
                        forsaking the grief
                        The pain for me
                        is too much to bear
                        I have no way to show
                        how much I care

                        There are lifetimes to live
                        and others to search
                        but I'm not that one
                        who matches your soul's worth
                        You know my heart
                        please feel that it's real
                        but you don't deserve
                        these moments of happiness I steal

                        My mind deceives
                        the places we go
                        challenges the love we feel
                        questions all that we know
                        Your heart is too pure
                        for a desire like mine
                        I fear that you will see this
                        in a matter of time

                        Hold close my love
                        those whispered words I shared
                        They are nothing but true
                        and I am always there
                        but discard me my love
                        and all of my faults
                        for you are pure love

                        and I am simply lost