Zen

I traced the words around the page again
my fingers touching every noun and verb
It brought me to my favorite place of zen
You just don't know the power of your words
How every note and song reverberates
inside my soul, within my heart and mind
Reminding me of plans that we would make
and how we danced inside a perfect rhyme
I followed every tear, each memory
and found that some were better left alone
But finally, I rested on the scene
Where you walked in and I embraced you home...
I know I am out of your mind and sight
but your words gave me such comfort tonight

Stones

You can't lose what you never even had
Stop scolding me like I'm some little child!
Betrayed many times by a rocky path
I've earned the right to millions of more miles
of writing my thoughts until the hurt heals
Who gives a fuck? Me! In the muddy grass
Driving, or stuck and just spinning my wheels
while you sit in judgment, you pompous ass!
Running, walking or sleeping, I can cry
emotions rise and fall like bitter tides
Laugh, shout, dance with no idea why
a desire for answers still abides
With peaceful lullabies sung in the night
regardless if you think it's wrong or right

Orbit

Stars and galaxies
spinning inside of my heart
Passing gravities
unlocked in the dark
Intensified fires
between space and light
Supernovas igniting
when I kiss you tonight...

Delirious

I place my longing
upon my lover’s lips
muffled by a deaf toned melody
and his golden delirious sighs
under a setting autumn sky
And the moon, when she woke
shifted her wanton, curious eye
towards the slipping fabrics of passion:
silhouettes of midnight desire
before the heated rise of the sun

Awake

Within this silent dreamworld I reside
my body pained, but never giving up;
bright lights and sounds resound beneath my eyes.
My skin feels torn, my bones a little rough --
cracked, broken from the impact of the car
into myself and fate's powerful hand
It feels as if I'm traveling too far...
I strain to obey each of their commands.
I've done it! Lifted all my fingers --see?
Squeezing their hands will let them know I'm here
Tempted to stay inside eternity,
I run back to the voices that are near.
Awake at last I'm home with love and light
inside of me because I chose to fight

For TSE

Five Miles

I ran five miles at sunset for the view
and let the memories comfort my mind
Though faraway you slept, or dreamed or knew
that I was simply going back in time
to soft mornings with bird's songs and light rain
simple meals at cafes that once were
A safety zone from future tears and pain
but like the roads I pass, they are now blurred
Our hearts continue beating loud and strong
despite the unexpected bend or break
Perhaps we wait for change for far too long
and find that we have made a deal with fate
To run five miles at sunrise could rewind
the hurt, regrets, the loss of precious time

Learn

To earn the chance of loving you today
I'm given a reminder from the past
lost time, and tears --a price I have to pay
to learn to give you space and make us last
A simple concept born of selflessness
but difficult in action and in thought
One coded word to calm my shortest breath
patient beside you while you climb your rock
Then when the moon brings in our quiet time
all worries seem so blurry and instead
of fighting through the hazy, crazy signs
desire rears her sexy, yearning head
To earn the chance of loving you today
I'll grow with you if that's what makes you stay

Nostalgia

Back to the bricks
where it started before
when I kissed you tenderly
as I came through the door
to your open, waiting heart
I was already craving more
of the ecstasy we'd share
on your bedroom floor
You lifted me off the ground
a high I couldn't ignore
and took me to a place
where we could explore
every fantasy you dreamed --
your personal little whore
I want to be back in your arms
where it started before

Shout

At the top of my lungs
Or with barely a whisper
crying only your name
I find over time
with each missing sign
I'm calling for you
in vain

Room 462

I'll slip into your room
quietly breathing
I'm sure you'll be well soon
but right now you need me
I'll slide on my white mini skirt
the one with the middle slit
lean over you whispering softly
this won't hurt one bit
Kiss your sleeping lips
stroke your fevered face
lie right next to you
even though you need your space
Give you all my love
nurse you back to health
so I can bring you home
and have you all to myself...

Our Beach

I know that you will take me there
on cool sands lit by silver stares
from a wistful moon under the sultry, salt air
embracing me while you stroke my hair
I know that you will touch my face
with softness, love and perfect grace
between the docks –our secret place –
find me waiting in black lace…
Sealing forever with a single kiss
reminding most of the love I will miss
closing my heart to reserve that bliss
I know that you will show me this

Black Lace

The memory of black lace lingers
upon your hungry, salivating lips
like the flavor that haunts me:
Our first dangerously passionate,
decadent but indestructable kiss

To My Muse

Oh, how I wish you could feel
                        the freedom of the words
                        flowing in unison with my tears
                        My thoughts become your lips
                        speaking the blessing
                        of inspiration to my hands
                        creating the very life
                        inside of the poem I breathe to you

                        There is no poetry in my soul
                        without you,
                        no thought worth warming
                        without you
                        There is no passion in the spoken dream
                        without the soul and heart
                        found in the inspiration of you

Yin Yang

Darkness searching for light
                        the yin to my yang
                        he slowly creeps under me
                        sinks his teeth into my pain

                        passion stole my reasons
                        insanity made me break
                        he lurks inside of the questions
                        leading me to my grave

                        stumbling without fear
                        I reach out for the unknown
                        he ravages my sanity...

                        and I am home

Early Morning

Soft and welcome is the rain
                        upon some dry deserted flesh
                        Luring me from dreams again
                        awaken me from longing rest
                        Move your hands upon my skin
                        gently, slowly tip the bow
                        Play my lust dear sweet violin
                        follow me where I want to go
                        My heat is red, my heart beats fire
                        our bodies entwine with pure desire
                        Early touches become our dawn
                        sweating, moving to our lustful song
                        Taste the passion within our sighs
                        cradle me like your lullaby
                        Then rushing forth from front to back
                        a whirling torrent pulls me tight
                        Into your arms, between your thighs
                        my body surrenders, my head is light...
                        The waters rise, the storm subsides
                        when morning greets me in your eyes

Awakened

                        Caress my skin
                        I feel your hands
                        awaken me from my restful sleep
                        A song once sighed
                        from a dim, distant room
                        comforts me now
                        in thoughts I keep
                        Hold my body closer
                        so I can feel your heart
                        lullaby me into ecstasy
                        A passion once spent
                        in a lonely room
                        remains like fire
                        burning slowly beneath...
                        And a dream's constant vigil
                        with memories unkempt
                        brings your soothing goodnight kiss to me 

                        I love you

Private Lovesong

Crescendo your desire
                        to my delicate touch
                        I play your soul's symphony
                        serenade you with my tongue
                        Mouth upon your rapture
                        like an endless melody
                        Combine our pleasure in one measure
                        of ecstasy's true harmony
                        A quiet moment of rest
                        as you caress my face
                        Loving hands through my hair
                        preceed the final embrace...
                        And my heart and mind's music
                        will sing in renewed faith
                        with our own private lovesong

Sacrifice

Soon.
                        It repeats softly
                        with a small smile
                        from behind a deeper kiss
                        you know the one
                        Because there is such wistfulness
                        and longing in looking at the clock
                        knowing love would
                        be here by now...
                        And such anticipation
                        that soon comes more quickly
                        than later...
                        When it's brought upon
                        an expert tongue of flight
                        and wings of passion

Strawberry Kiss

Blue eyes shining brightly
                        reflecting pools of light
                        and a familiar happiness
                        Secret smile of pure satisfaction
                        under the midday sun
                        finds a delicate finger
                        brought to her lips
                        not as a means
                        to carefully conceal a whisper
                        but to meticulously trace
                        a private memory...
                        The succulent taste
                        of sweetest wine
                        found deep inside
                        of his ripe and passionate
                        strawberry kiss

The Clearing

Shielding my smile sinful and luring
                        I followed you to the wide open path
                        an abandoned clearing in the forest
                        The trees green with envy
                        watched with greedy pleasure
                        They swayed with the motion
                        of you stealing my treasures
                        and protected our secrets
                        with their ambiguous gestures...
                        Your eyes blinded mine
                        with fiery reflection from the heat
                        My lips dripped with passion
                        yours drowned in deceit
                        But they both hungered for love
                        and tasted so sweet...
                        I leaned against the rocks
                        or was that really you
                        With every tear at my clothing
                        my desire steadily grew
                        I was losing control
                        and you obviously knew...
                        Just where to touch me
                        hands experts at my skin
                        Exactly how to enter me
                        I wouldn't dare not let you in
                        Fighting was futile
                        commanding my body to bend...
                        Weakened completely for the moment
                        how easily it began
                        Forcing me to kneel
                        as far as I could stand
                        I felt your flesh behind me
                        and recognized the brand
                        Moving slowly then faster
                        fulfilling your fantasy, carrying out your plan...
                        Fingers pulled and twisted
                        at my stomach and my breasts
                        Pushing me further down to where
                        you would travel deepest
                        You warned me make no sounds
                        and there would be no rest...
                        Sliding yourself into me
                        my tightness wet like the river
                        I cried out a moan of satisfaction
                        and my legs started to quiver
                        you wouldn't let me move around
                        or keep my thighs together...
                        Wider you spread my legs
                        Deeper you dove
                        Fist gripped around my neck
                        I felt like I would choke
                        Behind the painful ecstasy
                        I still wanted more
                        Hands stinging my backside
                        name calling me your whore...
                        My body violated perfectly
                        and you still woudn't let me shout
                        Strong fingers around my devil red lips
                        you were ready to kiss that pout
                        Pulling my hair so tightly
                        and then pulling yourself out...
                        Flipping me and spinning me
                        around to your final taste
                        You demanded me to swallow you whole
                        and not to let one drop waste
                        Except for the creamy stain
                        you would leave upon my face...
                        My blue eyes darkened
                        at the scent of pure sex
                        My mouth salivating
                        I licked your throbbing head
                        sucked you and swirled you around
                        tilting my bruised neck
                        You moaned like my helpless prey
                        trapped in a net...
                        Feeling you harder and growing
                        ready to finally burst
                        I took you in deeper and faster
                        to quench my deserted thirst
                        Trying to be there before you could -
                        And you arrived first...
                        Raped, beaten, broken
                        no boundaries when love is combined
                        I held you breathing, you held me crying
                        completely satisfied
                        Sweaty bodies cooling down
                        ready for another round...
                        in the clear open air outside