Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Scandalous

Scandalous that I loved you
                        Scandalous that I bled
                        Scandalous that you know I meant every single word I said
                        Scandalous that you left me
                        Scandalous that you tried
                        Scandalous that I feel so empty now and continously cry
                        Scandalous that you are hurting me
                        Scandalous that you are gone
                        Scandalous that I have to hear it in every single song
                        Scandalous that I'm empty
                        Scandalous that you're not
                        Scandalous that writing to you is pointless and my thoughts are forever lost
                        Scandalous that I want you
                        Scandalous that I still believe
                        Scandalous that you had me down and crawling on my knees
                        Scandalous that she hates me
                        Scandalous that you do too
                        Scandalous that I am having a difficult time seeing this through
                        Scandalous that my heart beats
                        Scandalous that it stays
                        Scandalous that you will never feel it in any possible way
                        Scandalous that you said always
                        Scandalous that we are never to be
                        Scandalous that I had pure intentions as impossible as that seems
                        Scandalous that you won't find me
                        Scandalous that you don't want to
                        Scandalous that with every breath I still hear the words I love you
                        Scandalous that I feel fear
                        Scandalous that I can't let go
                        Scandalous that you cannot hold me when I'm feeling so scared and low
                        Scandalous that you erased me
                        Scandalous that I scream
                        Scandalous that my hopes and wishes are only in my dreams
                        Scandalous that it ended
                        Scandalous that I cannot feel
                        Scandalous that you and everyone else would doubt a love so real
                        Scandalous that it's over
                        Scandalous that we're done
                        Scandalous that I must go on and forever remain
                        Alone

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