What happened to the girl with family and friends
who knew the difference between right and wrong
When did she stop knowing it's over meant The End
Especially when it never should have started at all
How did this girl change from just being me
I need that confidence it made me real
Never cared what other people feel and see
lost it when I relied on someone else to feel
She's still here inside but I want her to come out
Living with strength and conviction
Ignoring fears and doubts finding her way back
through tears, truth and admission
I have said this before that it is time to move on
reality has come to full view
I have made up my mind to let it go
And that's exactly what I'm going to do
I AM THROUGH...
No more thinking no more wishing
I have everything I need
Nothing is missing nothing is lost
Remember all I've learned and take heed
No more crying no more sorrow
I must live only for today
Close the door on the past cherish tomorrow
I know it's the only way
No more distractions no more disengaging
There are three precious lives who need me
No more ignoring no more procrastinating
daily responsibilities
No more crossing the line again not now, not later not
EVER
It didn't but it can break someone's world apart
The grass you walk upon is always greener and better
Love what you have been given with all of your heart
No more discussions no more analyzing what he's thinking
or feeling
No good ever came of assuming and surmising
Another step for my heart to start mending and healing
The awakening can be refreshing and surprising
It's hard to realize that a fantasy is just that
something that was never what it seemed
But thankfully I finally realize I have something real
something priceless...
something significant...
which is better than any dream
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