Lessons Learned

The past came back to haunt me today
                        it hurt me again because he couldn't stay
                        Telling me things I didn't need to know
                        taking me to places I know I cannot go

                        Hard lessons learned I promised never again
                        but love comes in many forms and it's welcoming me back
                        in
                        I cannot give my heart away so eagerly this time
                        my soul remains with one I am his and he is mine

                        I give you endless friendship for a lifetime it will
                        endure
                        My deepest admiration for you remains honest, loyal and
                        pure
                        Your kinds words move me so and cannot be replicated
                        but I dread an ending where our lives become devestated

                        The past came back to haunt me
                        though different is my love for you
                        I don't want to lose the last of my sanity
                        when you say our love is through