And Then We Said Goodbye

I need to run away
                        I want to break free
                        I have to leave this pain behind
                        It's killing me

                        The tears they sting
                        my eyes are red
                        your voice...resounding in my head

                        I need to feel your warm embrace
                        I want to be with you -
                        face to face
                        I have to go far away
                        There's so much you will never say

                        It hurts more than
                        you'll ever know
                        I couldn't find way to show you
                        everything

                        Time won't heal
                        this heart won't feel
                        the same love that grew
                        so strong...so real...

                        This is the end
                        how can you let go
                        I didn't intend to -
                        I'll always love you so

                        I can't feel now
                        or understand
                        why my dreams became
                        reality in your hands

                        Looking into your eyes
                        forever in my dreams
                        life was never meant to be
                        this way..
                        And then we say goodbye.

                        I was standing on the edge
                        feeling like I could fly...
                        You wrapped me in your soul...

                        And then we said goodbye

Doubt

Heavy thoughts take me far away
                        Night deceives my memory
                        Doubt consumes my heart's belief
                        and Pain takes hold of me

                        He smiles with such desire
                        and squeezes my insides
                        I struggle with desperation
                        and swallow all the lies

                        He strikes first at my love, second at my trust
                        third he cuts my strength
                        I die naked in the dark, no cloak to protect me
                        no path before me lay

                        The blood mixes death with tears from my soul
                        completely defeated hopeless and gone
                        I'm battered and torn no longer can fly...

                        Damage and Destruction have won ~

Plea

My Dark Angel
                        be with me here
                        The wolves are gaining
                        insanity leers

                        Drink of my thoughts
                        Taste my desire
                        Shield me through
                        the soul-stripping fires

                        Hold me close now
                        protect me from fate
                        Watch as I struggle
                        to open the gate

                        Draw up your sword
                        as I sink further below
                        Bleed pain for me...
                        Wherever I go

                        I cannot fight against
                        this strength all alone
                        Defeat it for me
                        then carry me home

Story Told

Candles lit.
Blood red lips.
Silky thread.
Tempting bed.
Creamy skin.
Inviting friend.
Eyes that pierce.
Hunger  fierce.
Aching sighs.
Pleasurable high.
Lusty fairytales.
Darkness unveils.
Longing greed.
Desires freed.
Twist and turn.
Deeply yearn.
Pain without.
Scream and shout.
Hurting deep.
Wanting sleep.                                    
Dreaming  again.
Cannot win.
Never goodbye.
Dark Angel flies.
Thoughts above.
Invisible love.

Soul to soul...

                        Story told.

Chaos

Hazy chaos stirs within
                        that which is over cannot begin
                        Taking the darkness
                        into my soul
                        let it consume me;
                        make me whole
                        Thorns on the path
                        dig deep and I bleed
                        prisoner of silence
                        damgaging me
                        Stumbling in darkness
                        I fall, I fail
                        Calling on strength
                        to lend me her sail
                        Drowning in pain
                        my sorrow won't heal
                        finding my vein
                        one last cut I feel
                        Lifeless and still
                        I watch myself die
                        into the night
                        on Death's wings
                        I fly

Loss

I crawled across broken glass
                        shattered thoughts
                        pierced hands and knees
                        I bled for you
                        I wept for you

                        I walked into the fire
                        broken needs
                        held lifeless sighs
                        I gasped for you
                        I choked for you

                        I lay in my grave
                        frozen desires
                        buried body and soul
                        I hurt for you
                        I died for you

Concrete

That peaceful soothing tune
transforms my fear
into a will newly resolved
into a promise strong and clear
Until the tune fades slowly
and my hand touches my cheek;
Why give transparent love
endlessly, selflessly
when the only lover
worthy of my soul
is concrete