Sunday, May 20, 2007

Restless Night

This dark and dreary night
                        will find me restless still
                        when the moon's careless light
                        finds me curled beneath your window sill
                        Dreaming of the time
                        your kiss soft to my own
                        remembering that one place
                        where fairytales seemed to grow
                        Laughter brought you forth
                        to my open heart's desire
                        And there you lay in patience
                        with love's last flame of fire
                        So now upon this night
                        when the moon is haunting me
                        Why would you release my hand
                        if not to drown me in your sea
                        Down I will surrender
                        to the dark and blinding abyss
                        within the warm and through tender
                        that never would exist
                        Hear me choking back
                        the whispers that you spoke
                        and taste the tears under my soul
                        the music that she wrote
                        Avert your loving glance again
                        and follow your own path
                        The journey that we have begun
                        darling don't leave it in the past
                        Though wolves may howl when serpents hiss
                        I'll wait for you alone
                        The unbroken shine of moon's first bliss
                        will light the way towards home

Futility

Tears may fall
                        to show you again
                        that I have weakened
                        beneath your strength
                        Bend me to your thoughts
                        Submit me to your flaws
                        a love returned useless
                        is abandoned without cause
                        Tears may dissolve
                        upon one memory
                        The hope I grip too tightly
                        crushes into futility
                        Reliable grey skies
                        will mirror in my mind
                        The faith I had in you
                        was the hope I would never find

Last Hope

Did you know
                        that moment
                        when we said goodbye
                        I turned so cold
                        Oh, the mind's intricate sorrow
                        breeding feeble lies
                        to complicate our love
                        and sad sighs consume
                        the soul's last hope
                        I discovered that
                        I couldn't live without you
                        so I just walked away
                        without my heart

Return to Sender

Walking through the leaves
                        in the middle of September
                        Twenty pounds of heartache
                        and note on my back -
                        Return To Sender

                        The wind is whipping through me
                        like the voices in my head
                        (didn't you see me crying)
                        It wasn't what you did
                        but the happiness I felt
                        when you stopped trying

                        The flower petals are faded
                        and my clarity turns grey
                        Sunrises become jaded
                        And you wanted it this way...

                        Walking through the leaves
                        in the middle of September
                        Remembering your sigh
                        the moment you fell in love...

                        when you first kissed her

Seventeen Minutes

Thunder invade my private peace
                        detract swiftly from my mind
                        Bring the light from heaven's rain
                        upon my tired face
                        so sublime in hope
                        Wash away the tear
                        hidden and single
                        in the corner of my watchful eye;
                        Let it shine moments beyond fear
                        of past and future kisses...
                        seventeen minutes past
                        my soul reminder of this

Halo

Your arms provide the comfort
                        of the place that I belong
                        I waited patiently in my mind
                        to write the perfect song
                        The notes would softly whisper
                        into your sleeping ears
                        the happiness that missed you
                        during those empty years...
                        Now the simple tune
                        that oft would bring my hope
                        creates the tie that chains you
                        to a constricting, endless rope
                        Knots around my trust
                        my hands began to fray
                        from tearing at the wounds
                        that someone did betray
                        Stronger threads are holding
                        this infinite futility in place
                        then around my neck appears
                        a halo of unbreakable faith

Broken and Bent

I watch you breathe
                        and feel your skin
                        from a view that no one
                        will ever understand
                        I feel you move
                        and restless in your sleep
                        You bring me dreams
                        my heart couldn't conceive
                        I taste your kiss
                        and drink your scent
                        While devils smile
                        and angels repent
                        The gods with their games
                        seem cruel in intent
                        but I want this my love
                        thoughts hidden and spent
                        I'll cherish you forever
                        broken and bent