Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Crash

I'm soaring like a bird upon this high
surrounded by the beauty of your love
My breath inhales a calm and then I sigh
through passing clouds and happiness above
But with a word or lack of one I crash
unable to remain in flight alone
I close my eyes and will for it to pass
But sadness overwhelms me and I'm done
My wings lose strength and fold to mask my heart
while gravity pulls swiftly at my height
The force begins to rip my mind apart
Helplessly I fall far out of your sight

When I finally slam into the ground
I lay broken with no one around

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Viewing

Her hands disturbed me the most
Not the ghostlike eerie sleep
imposed upon her frozen shell
Her mouth fell slightly at the corner
as if she were only dreaming
unaware of people around her 
sighing and weeping
But I could tell at once
life had truly taken leave of her
When I lightly brushed her skin
and the lifegiving, sustaining blood
had simply vanished within

Goodnight to Dreams

I said goodnight to you
but the night refused
to grant me rest
under such unhappy news
The dream of family and hearthside calm
has turned to nightmarish places
where final lines are drawn
And the peaceful home
I have desperately sought
is simply a broken branch
of the twisted oak tree
high above the ground
where old fruit rots

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Different Reasons

Remember that sweet summer breeze in June
Just as the sun would set upon our day
That comforting presence within the room
While we talked and I watched our children play
An exclamation point to our goodbye
Would cleverly mask life’s uncertainty
But the growing softness in your replies
Easily soothed my insecurities
Time rushes away with our past in hand
I scrape your cold dinner into the trash
Calendars remind you to meet demands –
But never the ones that I gently ask

Does it all disappear due to seasons
Or will I leave for different reasons

Inspiration

Inspiring words
Thoughts breathe life from a writer
Tranquil and serene

Broken

Silent and confused
                        Broken heart never mended
                        Forgotten love dies

Kiss

Breeze through a window
Softest kiss upon my brow
Memories taste sweet