Soulstice

Ah!  There you are,
my long lost friend!
Like a secret filled diary
that has a beginning but no end
Open, waiting with blank pages
craving pencil or pen
Like a betrayed, broken heart
believing it can mend
My writing
My soulstice
begins...
again.

Delusion

Compromise is a bridge between soulmates
At what point do I let you win this war?
I'll lose myself in profitless roleplay
Vanishing in hope --I've been there before
Your major wrongs have become minor lies
forced to forgive you with my trusting heart
Those minor lies have become twisted ties
strong irony binds us further apart
Nightmares plague me: painted faces, thick smoke
Dead coyotes howl through long matted hair
Laughing at our dreams -- is this some cruel joke?
Your answer fuels my frigorific glare:
"...Finding myself after all of this time
The path I must walk is not ours, it's mine."