Zen

This is how
you do as little as possible
because it reminds you?
It reminds me too
that you are
unable to appreciate
the attempts I make
too far to ride
or open a box
the cost of being
an afterthought
After the balance is restored
After I've finally shut the door
After you miss my way of more
After you wish it were before
I realize then
you don't want your best friend
so one will be lost
And one will have zen