Realization

When you haven't thought of me
                        in awhile
                        or at all
                        I'm thinking of you
                        hoping that you are missing
                        my touch
                        our kiss

                        When you aren't wondering about me
                        lately
                        or ever
                        I am dreaming of you
                        feeling you closer to
                        my thoughts
                        our promise

                        When you don't talk to me
                        anymore
                        I am still crying over you
                        realizing my fear...

                        It was a fantasy from the start