Friday Car Crash

You just
catapulted my heart
a punch in the stomach
ripple effect
Pushed my limit
my steadfast patience
of your closed doors
my steadfast patience
of your fearful confusion
my steadfast patience
of your fickle rejection
to full throttle ejection
through the shattered window
of a head on crash
with too much trust in you
I drive too slowly
I'd rather stay
stuck in reverse
or slide into neutral
than crawl on all fours
from my overturned car
searching frantically for
the shredded pieces of my heart
that have formed sick spaghetti smiles
at the side of the road
while you walk away without
a scar