Between Lines

I'm going tomorrow
taking that step
to share it all
open my heart again
and let myself fall into our past
I don't want to
because it didn't last
and you said it would
But people say things all of the time
And at half past nine,
I became the Last Resort
You have no one else to talk to?
You had me forever
but you cut corners
and pared it down to never
Or when no one else would listen
Or when you could spare the time
Or when you were lonely --for someone else
Or when you needed praise for your rhymes
I'm sucking on a venom flavored lollipop
enjoying it more than your concoction
of  sweaty skin to skin potions
that rendered me senseless
powerless to your smell
And you could tell
I was completely gone
from moment one
You had me bent
in a purgatory scented hell
I will have to remember
And reliving it
will only bring me more pain
and stain my mind
with the horrible truth
we were nothing but an impasse
because you would not move.
Tell yourself you gave all you could
Before we were ripped apart
But there is a difference
between trying in your mind
and trying more in your heart