Failure

Where is this strength
                        I thought I once knew
                        I brought this on myself
                        when I wanted to be with you

                        I'm angry with my heart
                        and I can't turn off my mind
                        I brought this on myself
                        when I chose to cross the line

                        The days are cold and darker
                        how can I still close my eyes
                        I brought this on myself
                        when I believed the lies

                        You can't hear or see this
                        my bleeding wounds and pain
                        I brought this on myself
                        when I trusted once again

                        I have to find some refuge
                        from all that you don't know
                        I brought this on myself
                        when you decided to go