Adaptation

Cut this beautiful creation
                        out from within me
                        Take those early nurturing moments
                        from my desire
                        and force me to give it
                        in a new and unfamiliar way
                        Give me no choice
                        it has to be this way
                        Much better for the baby
                        to feel settled
                        And it is...
                        I feel it,
                        I see it now,
                        and I have to accept it
                        But the adaptation is
                        and will be draining -
                        both physically and emotionally painful
                        Modern medicine
                        will mask the healing
                        Avoid eye contact
                        no one will know your fear
                        Quiet your voice
                        they will mistake your silence
                        for reverent contemplation
                        Hold the precious infant
                        so close to your breast
                        let him hear your heartbeat
                        Feed him when he is hungry
                        but let him sleep
                        when he needs rest
                        Warm him with touch
                        but don't smother him
                        Remember how fragile he is
                        cradle him gently
                        Sing to him
                        he knows your tone
                        Write about him
                        he is your muse, your prose
                        Love him. Just love him.
                        Console him when
                        he cries absent tears
                        Reassure him
                        you will be beside him
                        Protect him
                        from all harm and fears

                        Just don't ask anything of him

                        And remember
                        he is dependent upon you
                        for simple survival...
                        until he realizes
                        he is no longer a baby