Aspergers

I stared at the floor
for a second time
though it isn't fatal --
it's a shocking line
It explains so many mysteries
that I didn't notice before
But my scared, selfish heart
wanted to run out the door
and scream I can't do this once more!
One moved around us
as if we were trees
those not so subtle movements
put my mind at un-ease
Chatting to himself
about heroes in his head
The other kept repeating
what I just had said
And continued to ignore
all of my learned patience
to slowly encourage or solicit
some simple conversation
My ears strained to focus
on all of the "next steps"
But my emotions were scattered
on the path of strength I had recently swept
His voice trailed off sympathetically
to reassure my falling tears
But nothing tonight, alone and depressed
will soothe my deepest fears

I didn't see it for eight whole years...