Never

The razor wasn't as painful
as your last words were to me
My heart began to stiffen
like some emotional atrophy
As I closed my eyes and waited
throughout the slow, iminent bleed
my mind was recreating
some distant memories
You held me close to your skin
I should have seen it then
And told me never would you hurt me
the way I was hurt by them
Never would you leave me
especially not now
My eyes opened to the pain
remembering I believed that vow
And now I feel the darkness
And now I see the end
The blood is intersecting
my hope that you will send
some sign or light from you
telling me it was a mistake
and that you need me forever
or your heart will finally break

Tell me you can't live without me
or that I am your worst mistake