Surviving

I feel you somewhere in the muted sky
Your eyes are the blue releasing the rain
Your baby sleeps silently by my side
I inhale a sigh to exhale the pain
Surviving somewhere where the lights are dim
Perhaps pacing in a room missing direction
I feel your mouth twist in a downward grin
As you cast a side glance to your pale reflection
Your mind screams focus! Your strong will obeys
Muffling the sounds your heart tries to speak
Stumbling over distant words in the way
Such interference will make you weak
But the sky remains calm in the east tonight
As our baby breathes in your lullaby